hope you come down with something they cant diagnose

so yet again im played as a fool. he gave his number to some guy when he was working. This is the third time i've tried and gotten hurt i don't know why i deserve this. i've tried to move on and everyone else lacks substance no one is interesting. exept my dog. really i don't know what to do to make him understand how much i like him. this has never happened before.

To The End

well its offically over. he is seeing someone and thats fine and normal and what people do when they stop seeing someone is find someone else. i didnt think i would have to go and see it though. which is going to suck. And on top of this the one person i can see myself moving on with doesnt even live here. at least i have miley and my new apartment and my new job which im going to be making a lot of money at. so thats good. i kinda miss home and i cant go there till the summer because of work and school so thats not fun. other than that spring break is sooon WOOO!!! and tats about it!