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Ugh so i haven't updated in so long i have been so busy and trying to get my life back in order. i've done so much thinking over the past month and i've realised a lot of things. first i should never let anyone get me so upset to the point i don't want to leave my bed cause no one is worth that. though i do regret how things worked out between us and i wish that he did realise how much i did care about him and how much he really did hurt me in the end. but i guess in the end whats done is done and there is no going back. good thing i have amazing friends to get me through shit like that.
im going to london! wooo to visit this kid i know im really stoked. i cannot wait!. since the last time i posted i got 3 new tattoos, a jellyfish with a boy trapped in it that my really good friend lizzy drew. some diamonds on my arm and a zombie holding a bloody heart on my forarm that this kid charles tattooed on me. high voltage has been back on and thats been fun. school started so my weekly schedual is monday classes from 11-9 tuesday work 10-5 class 7-10 weds. class 10-8 thursday class 5:30-10 friday sat and sun work. ahh booo..i have no life anymore. this weekend this girl is coming to shoot me at my apartment and i got a call back for this modeling casting call which is kind of excited my friend just randomly signed me up for it and we went one day. so rayanne took some sexy body shots for me the other day. hahaha. my love life right now is nonexistant but i guess thats good i need some time to recover and think about things and im just having fun right now. not saying that if the right person came along i wouldn't be down for jammin haha. ok well i should get back to work i'll leave you with this picture because its amazing!