PA, Birthday, Work

So I haven't updated in a while. Me emily rayanne and dyllan went to PA to visit my parents and go pumkin picking. My birthday also just passed im 22 wooo. other than that i have just been working like crazy. i need to have some serious fun preferanly not in ny anyone down
here are some pics.

Miley Got Way to into the fall spirt.


As Clearly Did Rayanne.
"you don't look attractive in theat picture" - emily taylor Yetter



For my birthday sam and me carved pumpkins. Its was interesting.


sams carved and upside down cross in hers.


Finished products.


Finally to end it off this is basically all me and rayanne have been doing at work all day since no one has come into the store for the last 2 hours.



End.

New Turn and Joe

So im going to switch things up a little bit with this blog i have tons of pictures i need to post PLUS im going to start a new thing where i take pictures of people i kinda fall in love with on the Train and post it

First Im going to start with this hansome man me and dyllan saw on the train the other night after our trip to holboken



Im going to call him Joe. Joe Is in his mid 20's Single and ready to mingle.
His intrests are dreading hair. playing The mini guitar to random people on the train to warm there heart. He enjoys not bathing and is up for a little adventure everyonce and a while. This may include just doing E or maybe even dropping some acid.
His Turn ons are Tie dye.

AKA RAYANNE GET ON IT WITH YOUR TYEDYE Nation.

dear god.

how do i always get myself into these situations

relapse

its bad this time real bad.....everything makes me think of him.
i was doing sooo good. its like when your a drug addic or an alcholic and you relapse what do they call it falling off the band wagan? not that i was addicted to him....(well i mean what the definition of addiction hold on im going to look it up....
ADDICTION - compulsive need for and use of a habit-forming substance (as heroin, nicotine, or alcohol) characterized by tolerance and by well-defined physiological symptoms upon withdrawal)

all i want to do is text him. its gets even more pathedic.i went to rayanne and emilys tonight and we watched sex and the city and i compared him to mr.big WHO THE FUCK AM I......i sound like some pathedic 13 year old scene girl cutting her wrists at home. the thing that makes me so man is that he doesn't feel the same way and never will. its been a year ONE YEAR since we met and im still freaking out over him. what the hell is wrong. god im pathedic.

im going to start cleaning my room and try to forget about it.

Back from the dead

Well after a long hiatis im going to start this shit up again...

1st things first this movie is coming out




YOU HAVE TO READ THE BOOKS FIRST THERE SOO GOODDD.



also my birthday is coming up. going to PA with some friends the week before the celebrate it im stoked. nothing else is really new school and work is basically my life. i've been spending all my time with emily and rayanne...and missing someone i shouldn't be missing blahhhhh.....slipped up a little last week when i got wasted but im back on track. and pretending it never happened hahaha.

this week i have monday and weds. off these are the first days i've had off in months im so excited for them its going to be amazing. im going to do nothing on monday and maybe go to the zoo on weds cause its free. oh well im going to go talk to you later

late night entry.

so tonight i hosted trash and at the end of it i was waiting to get paid and a guy who has become a very close friend of mine and me were having a conversation and in the talk he said that me and him were a like. which by all means is flattering but i took a look at where i am right now and realised that hey I'm still depressed over a guy who fucked me over three times. and i was nothing but nice to him i have had so many chances to be with other people but i have waited around even though we don't talk anymore for him to realise how amazing i was to him and how i really cared but NEWS FLASH not going to happen. he doesn't care about me or really anything. so i think for once and for all I'm finally over this and him and everything. I'm ready to find someone who can treat me good not cheat on me and go behind my back and talk to go knows how many boys.

the end.

PS. i miss rayanne and Emily.

Summer.

Its offically here and i promise to make this a good one. i have no responsiblities exept Work. Rayanne comes back in three weeks. a lot has changed since i last wrote in this thing. I got over that boy 100% the sight of him turns my stomach let him go out and be a whore and fuck random dudes without protection and get some type of STD its not my problem anymore. other than that i plan on doing a lot this summer this includes:

Beach.
Parks
Shows
PA
dance parties

and lots more.

i also know im going to findsome one this summer someone awesome. i can feel it.